The Voyeur by E. Marie Gray
Poetry Winner of Christopher McKean Memorial Award
“You are a woman with a man inside watching a woman.”
—Margaret Atwood
From the mirror on her wall, between her tacked-up movie posters, my glass eyes watch her tie her shoes.
I can tell when she remembers I’m up here. It’s when her posture ugly-ducklings, swan from vulture;
each vertebra files into a more alluring line,
the way they must when men are near. Other times,
she sinks into her book like it’s the chair she occupies cross-legged, hunched, fingers tugging a lip. I see
teeth last touched by the man who plied her braces off and shiver in my window-intimacy.
I think I am forgotten until she rises, comes
to me and watches back. She starts to lift my shirt
and I hope she will undress me tenderly,
but she’s only examining my waist.